DO YOU LOVE ME?
One
day, I woke early in the morning to watch the sunrise. Ah! ... the beauty of
God's creation is beyond description. As I watched, I praised God for His
beautiful work. As I sat there, I felt the Lord's presence with me. He asked
me, "Do you love me?" I answered, "Of course, God! You are my
Lord and Saviour!"
Then He asked, "If you were physically
handicapped, would you still love me?"
I was perplexed. I looked down upon my arms,
legs and the rest of my body and wondered how many things I wouldn't be able to
do and thought about the things that I take for granted. I answered, "It
would be tough Lord, but I would still love You."
Then the Lord said, "If you were blind,
would you still love my creation?"
How could I love something without being able
to see it? Then I thought of all the blind people in the world and how many of
them still loved God and His creation. So I answered, "It's hard to think
of it, but I would still love you."
The Lord then asked me, "If you were
deaf, would you still listen to my word?"
How could I listen to anything being deaf?
Then I understood. Listening to God's Word is not merely using our ears, but
our hearts. I answered, "It would be tough, but I would still listen to
Your word."
The Lord then asked, "If you were mute,
would you still praise My Name?"
How could I praise without a voice? Then it
occurred to me, God wants us to sing from our very hearts and souls. It never
matters what we sound like. And praising God is not always with a song, but
when we are persecuted, we give God praise with our words of thanks. So I
answered, "Though I could not physically sing, I would still praise Your
Name."
And the Lord asked, "Do you really love
Me?"
With courage and a strong conviction, I
answered boldly, "Yes Lord! I love You because You are the one and true
God!"
I thought I had answered well, but God asked,
"Then why do you sin?"
I answered, "Because I am only human. I
am not perfect."
"Then why in times of peace do you stray
the furthest? Why only in times of trouble do you pray the earnest?"
I had no answers ... only tears.
The Lord continued. "Why only sing at
fellowships and retreats? Why seek Me only in times of worship? Why ask things
so selfishly? Why ask things so unfaithfully?"
The tears continued to roll down my cheeks.
"Why are you ashamed of Me? Why are you not spreading the good news? Why
in times of persecution, you cry to others when I offer My shoulder to cry on?
Why make excuses when I give you opportunities to serve in My Name?"
"You are blessed with life. I made you
not to throw this gift away. I have blessed you with talents to serve Me, but
you continue to turn away. I have revealed My Word to you, but you do not gain
in knowledge. I have spoken to you but your ears were closed. I have shown My
blessings to you, but your eyes were turned away. I have heard your prayers and
I have answered them all. Do you truly love me?
I could not answer. How could I? I was
embarrassed beyond belief. I had no excuse. What could I say to this? When my
heart had cried out and the tears had flowed, I said, "Please forgive me
Lord. I am unworthy to be Your child."
The Lord answered, "That is My Grace, My
child."
I asked, "Then why do you continue to
forgive me? Why do You love me so?"
The Lord answered, " Because you are My
creation. You are my child. I will never abandon you. When you cry, I will have
compassion and cry with you. When you shout with joy, I will laugh with you.
When you are down, I will encourage you. When you fall, I will raise you up.
When you are tired, I will carry you. I will be with you until the end of days,
and I will love you forever."
Never had I cried so hard before. How could I
have been so cold? How could I have hurt God as I had done? I asked God,
"How much do You love me?"
The Lord stretched out His arms, and I saw His
nail-pierced hands. I bowed down at the feet of Christ, my Savior. And for the
first time, I truly prayed.
GODBLESS TO ALL....
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